Self-loathing and cathartic release through writing

It’s Monday afternoon as I type this and today, I’m feeling a little muted and tired. I’ve been writing a lot this past week and am almost finished part three of my series. It’s getting to the fun part now. The hard parts of the trauma dumping have been written. Now I just write complete…

Devil That I Know Pt 1&2 – is finished!

Last night, I finally finished my book. All 301 pages and 94,000 words of it. A friend had offered to edit it for me since she read my other book about my mother’s death. The book she said, was so well written, that she cried for quite some time after. “I felt what you felt,”…

Dream Speak: astral travel and the fluidness of lucid dreaming

This afternoon I went down for a nap because I was feeling pretty drained. My hours have almost regulated themselves and I’m getting a good six hours of sleep most nights and am up before nine most mornings. But then by two or three in the afternoon, I need to stretch out and rest my…

Stranger things are happening here – norse mythology

The weekend flew by fast and it’s Monday morning. I’m currently sipping on my coffee and eating my toasted bagel in between writing this. I hadn’t planned on writing much this past weekend, but since I was still on bed rest – what else was I going to do? And I wound up writing all…

Dreamspeak: why do nightmares feel so real?

I woke up this morning mid dream and cannot shake the feeling of what I experienced in the dream. It was sheer terror. It was like I was being held hostage and forced to a life of servitude in more ways than one to a group of elite cultists. I think that means I need…

Grief: if ye love me

In my line of volunteer work with the church, I’ve play music for a lot of funerals. And because I’ve been at the church as long as I have, I’ve come to know many of the church members and they have become an extended family. I’ve never been a highly religious person. I’m obsessed with…