Anywhere away from here

It’s late here as I write this, almost one in the morning and I’m still wide awake listening to my Spotify playlists and playing some online games. I want to sleep. My body is tired. My rib popped out again tonight so I spent a good portion of the evening in bed with my heating…

Falling Slowly

It’s already May 10th and I’m not even sure where to start with what’s been going on this month. There’s been a lot. The past two weeks have flown right by. April ended on a lousy note with a week long migraine and sinus infection which is nothing new. The insomnia got pretty bad too….

Vulnerability and opening up to someone new.

It’s Friday night and for the first time in about a week, I have good energy, I’m wide awake and feeling good. This past week was terrible between the insomnia, migraines and everything else that seemed to hit. But I always snap out of the funks even if they seem to last longer and longer…

I’m perplexed. People are strange.

I haven’t written in a few days here because I’m working on editing my books and am almost finished the second part of my mini series. I’m having a better time writing it now. The harder scenes have been written and now I can just have fun with the series. As I sat at the…

Coming home again

It’s end of the month already and only one day left in March. Hard to believe that we’re already four months into the year and what a whirlwind of fuckery and emotions it has been. And no, I don’t apologize for my language. That’s just part of who I am now. I’m vulgar and readers…

Ten thousand miles gone (soul food)

Songs that I listen to when emotions become too much to deal with. That’s me lately. I don’t know if I’m lonely, depressed, hurting, or healing and letting go of past hurts. Or all of the fucking above. All I know is I’m tired of feeling all these stupid feelings. It’s a confusing time. And…

Early morning rain thoughts

I actually wrote this on Sunday and forgot to post it. It’s the end of the month already and as hard as it has been this year, a lot has happened in the past month. So much so that it’s been a bit over whelming. First of all, I met with my new geneticist and…

Saturday morning coffee thoughts: a new hope

It’s Saturday morning and the sun is shining. I’ve been awake since 5:30 am which seems to be the norm these days. A few weeks ago, I was proud of myself for getting up before 8 am every morning. Now, it seems I can’t sleep past 6. The days are getting longer and it’s bright…

Finding love again after forty. Is it possible in today’s world?

It’s late as I sit down to write this post. It’s been an eventful couple of weeks and I haven’t written much in the blog. That’s being done on purpose. I’ve found that when I post daily, people don’t engage. If I post every few days, I’ll get more interaction. And so, I’m trying to…

One year closer to 50

It’s Saturday morning and I’ve just sat down for my first cup of coffee for the day. The sky is clear outside and the sun is shining. It’s early for me, I woke up out of a deep sleep around 7:30 am and decided to get up for the day. Yesterday was my birthday and…