May 2022 Blogging goals and changes

I took a break from blogging for most of the month of April and am slowly getting back into it. The days are long when you don’t work, and researching and writing gives me something to do to break up the day. I’m trying to avoid streaming movies and shows during the day, focusing on…

Devil That I Know Pt 1&2 – is finished!

Last night, I finally finished my book. All 301 pages and 94,000 words of it. A friend had offered to edit it for me since she read my other book about my mother’s death. The book she said, was so well written, that she cried for quite some time after. “I felt what you felt,”…

The reality of it all: advanced stages of osteoporosis

This afternoon I finally felt well enough to do some laundry and change the bedsheets. With my old bed, I just had a metal frame and even though my back hurt, I never had problems with the sheets. Somehow in the last year, the pain in my back has become so severe that I can…

Recurring dream themes, their meanings and relation to anxiety

A discussion popped up on Reddit last night and someone asked what a recurring theme in your dreams was and the conversation blew me away. I even commented at one point and said, “I’ve found my people!” I had no idea that some of the dreams I had often were a common theme for others….

Mother Earth and climate change thoughts

It’s Thursday afternoon as I write this and my day is just getting started. A restless night and a migraine kept me in bed again until noon. I woke up and my condo was pitch black – I had no idea what time of day it was. It’s still pitch black and kind of eerie….

The Celtic Path & Summer Solstice

It’s 5:30 in the morning on this sunny summery Monday morning. But today isn’t any ordinary day. No, today is a very special day and one that I love celebrating. Or at least – I used to. Back when I was younger, healthier, in better shape and had more energy to do all the things…

Spiritual Guidance: Am I on the right path?

It’s been a while since I got out my Tarot cards. I’m badly in need of a new deck. One of these days, I will wander out to a bookstore to see what I can find. A friend told me recently we should never do readings for ourselves. I disagree with this. I often turn…

Recharge your soul: reconnect with nature

Today is the best day I’ve had in months. Months! I woke up migraine free with good energy. A sore stomach but I think that it’s because I’ve been snacking at night time – I need to stop that. A good mood – even though it’s pouring with rain outside. Why does it seem that…

I had a dream where I couldn’t remember where I lived.

Yesterday was an awful day with PCOS pains. I won’t gross you out with details. But I spent most of the day in bed and slept. That’s all you can do on those days. I have about one or two out of the entire month. I took a pain pill last night before bed and…

Dreamspeak: why do nightmares feel so real?

I woke up this morning mid dream and cannot shake the feeling of what I experienced in the dream. It was sheer terror. It was like I was being held hostage and forced to a life of servitude in more ways than one to a group of elite cultists. I think that means I need…