So, I finally saw a lung specialist this morning. I always feel like these appointments are a waste of time unless you need surgery. She couldn't help me. She couldn't tell if I had asthma or not because I don't exhibit any symptoms at the moments. These doctors don't listen to me when I tell … Continue reading Friday Frustration
I took a bit of a break from blogging to get away from social media for a bit. I had a run in with a troll on youtube who bombarded me with insults. I reported it to youtube and blocked the guy but when I checked back later on, there were another five messages from … Continue reading Thursday Mood
I have a meeting Tuesday morning that I am pretty excited for. It's an assessment where you go through vigorous tests to determine your best skills. By the end of the assessment, the case manager should have a good idea of what kind of work you can do. I haven't spoken much about my job … Continue reading Never too late
After hearing that a gamer took his own life today I've been lost in thought for most of the day thinking about empathy. I apologize for writing three posts today - I might schedule one for the weekend. But this upset me - I mean, really upset me. I'm not a "real" gamer - but … Continue reading The problem with 2020, is we all lack empathy for each other.
Do you ever feel that sometimes karma from past lives or even your recent past comes back to haunt you? I wasn't a terrible person in my youth but I made a lot of bad choices in relationships. But I swear, I've paid my karmic debt - but the hits keep coming. And no, I'm … Continue reading Karmic energy can be a real bitch
My younger sister used to call me a human barometer. When it came to predicting the weather, I got really good at knowing if it was going to rain or not. I could literally feel it in my bones. My knee would ache and I would get a mild headache. If the weather was up … Continue reading Dream Speak: Precognition Dreams and Deja Vu – Part 1