It’s been a bizarre 24 hours. I couldn’t sleep last night and so I finally got out of bed at 5:30 am to get my day started. This insomnia business is getting old. But I started my kettle for my coffee and decided to sit outside for a bit. Last night it was so hot in my condo, that I contemplated going to sleep outside. I actually did around 3:00 am – more on that later in this post.
One of my favorite horror movies in recent years was the original The Conjuring movie based on Ed and Lorraine Warren’s demonic encounters. While I found the movies to be entertaining and spooky, it takes a lot to scare me. I mostly think that the Warrens were con artists. But that’s a debate for another day.
The first two movies were really well done. I have watched the first movie numerous times and there are some good jump scares. It’s right up there for me with the Insidious movies which I do not like to watch anymore. I astral travel a lot in my dreams – and well, let’s just that movie spooked me too.
On Saturday night, I decided to watch the latest installment.
And I swear, they get progressively worse. It was boring, over the top, and predictable. The only scary part was that at the end of the movie, they played parts from the real life exorcism that the film is based on. Now that part was creepy. I avoid listening to those if I can.
In fact, the scariest part of the movie was (no spoiler), was one of the houses had a severe rat infestation. And it’s NEVER mentioned again in the movie. Ugh….. no thank you.
Real or not. I don’t like inviting that kind of energy into my life.
There is a debate on TikTok about horror movies and how watching them can bring evil or negative energies into your home. I don’t necessarily believe this. What I do know from personal experience, is that the more I write about these experiences – the more activity will pick up in my dreams and in real life.
It’s like the more attention that you give to these beings or entities – the more you are feeding into them. Some of them, the negative ones, they feed off that fear. So, if horror movies scare you, then it’s the fear that could possibly attract them into your home.
If you’re a magnet for paranormal activities, then you probably love horror movies like I do.
Real life experiences
I’m on the fence with what I believe when it comes to religion. But when it comes to negative or positive energy – I can tell you that my experiences are based on more than just feelings or empathy. I have video evidence. I have tons of photos of shadows from our family home. I have dozens of EVP’s that I picked up over the years – without even trying. And other family members have had their experiences too.
I’ve said this before. I don’t claim to be a psychic or a medium. But I know when something is around me. Most of the time, it’s a comforting feeling. Like a familiar. Or maybe my mom. But other times, like last night at 3:30 in the morning, I actually to tell whatever it was to leave. Well, that didn’t work. It wasn’t enough.
I get asked a lot about what this feels like. It’s really hard for me to explain. I don’t actually SEE anything in the room with me. Except for those two times I had hallucinations with sleep paralysis. Scariest nights of my life. And I’ve only ever seen one ghost in real life – I’ll write about that one later.
But these nightly visitations happen often. And they can either be really comforting, or really creepy. Or even at times, a tantric kind of energy. That is a rare thing. But last night — it was the latter. It got so bad, I actually did go outside for a while.
These happen anywhere from 11:00 pm to 4:00 am. Why this happens – there’s a lot of theories depending on which practice you believe in. Some say 3:00 am is the devil’s or witches hour. While other spiritualists believe that the veil is thinnest between the hours of 2:00 am and 4:00 am.
All last week, without watching horror movies, I was having the feeling like I wasn’t alone. It wasn’t scary. It was just – something was with me. Like I was being watched or something was standing directly behind me. I grabbed my phone every night – around 11:00 or 11:30 pm which is when it would happen – and I used the Ghost Tube app. The only weird thing it would pick up was a small shape on my shelf where I have my aloe vera plant. Weird, right?
I’m convinced what was at the house was some kind of land spirit. The one video we have of a creature was green. GREEN. Here’s a blurry screenshot. I’ve posted it on reddit before and was blasted saying it was faked. I assure you, it is not.
I have tried to clean this up but to no avail. It’s an old video from a camcorder.
The interesting thing to note, these orbs, lights and beings seemed to be attracted to the children. This was in early 2000 when the nieces and nephews were all just babies. They seemed to focus on my little sister as well.
Whatever was at the house – there were multiple creatures there or energies. I think some of the events were caused by land spirits or something attached to the land itself. Our house was built for our family. No one had lived there before. And about 20-30 years before that, the area was an Indian reserve. Before you know, the government came in and did all the evil stuff they’re known to do.
When the feelings get too intense like they did last night – I’ll say something like:
“I understand that you want my attention. You have it. I can sense you are here.” Then I ask for it to leave a message (EVP) through my phone camera. If I don’t get a message or recording, then I simply ask it to leave by saying, “Okay, I know you’re here. But you’re making me feel uncomfortable. I don’t welcome this. Please give me some space or leave.”
Most of the time, this works. Even if there isn’t anything there – it makes me feel calmer. And then shortly after, the room feels lighter and back to its normal self. Like even now, as I’m typing this and listening to the thunder storm outside, I feel at ease. It’s “light” in here.
If that doesn’t work, then I say, “Please leave. You’re making me feel uncomfortable. This is my home now. You’re not welcome here. Don’t make me get out my cleansing kit.” And usually, that tends to work.
But sometimes – “they” are a little harder to get rid of.
I was in my bedroom trying to sleep after having done some relaxation and sleep meditations. No biggie. I’ve done these for years. That feeling came back. Only – I kept having “flashes” when I closed my eyes and started seeing scenes from various horror movies over the years.
I decided it was too hot to handle my bedroom and grabbed a small blanket and lay down on my balcony sofa. By this point, it was 3:30 am in the morning.
It was so eerily quiet out there. No traffic. No people walking by. No animals.
Now I get that most birds sleep and hide at night time. But we have all kinds of wildlife nearby like coyotes in the creek that’s ten minutes away. Usually, you hear something at night time. But this – was dead silent. I must have hit twilight time. Birds usually start chirping around 4:00 – 4:30 am. Man, I’m being specific about time in this post.
And at the risk of sounding like a crazy person, what happened next spooked me.
And I don’t spook easily. I can watch horror movies and pick them apart. I mean, I’ve written about my own real life horror stories. They’re make believe and I believe the real life Warrens were absolute scam artists. Ed was an outright piece of shit to Lorraine and I don’t use those words lightly.
I laid down in my new sofa bench outside and wrapped myself up in my outdoor blanket. No headphones this time. I wanted to get some sleep. I drifted off for a few minutes until I saw it. A vision. It happens like a flash of an image. Or a memory maybe. I don’t know how these work.
Some people call them “downloads” – like when you get an email. It’s a message sent to your brain from the spirit guides. It’s that voice in the back of your head that nags you.
I saw the goat head.
It flashed once. It’s not the first time I’ve seen it. The first time it appeared to me while watching The Exorcist.
My eyes flew open. I bolted up. I shook my head and thought, “It’s just the movie, forget it.” I laid back down, closed my eyes – and sure as shit, once again.
So, I sat straight up and of course I wasn’t sleeping after that. I cleaned up my balcony and went inside. For some reason, I knew it was going to rain in the morning. And sure enough, it’s pouring right now. The cushions are put away again.
I’m not going to share a picture of what I saw. You can look that up for yourself on what the goat is. But I’m beginning to wonder if these theories are actually true about horror movies.
I went back into my room. It’s nearly 4:00 am at this point. I whip out my phone and start looking up some prayers or blessings that I can say. And while I’m not religious, I thought if this is something negative, then might as well say a prayer.
It didn’t work. I still felt the thing in the room with me. In fact, the feelings grew even more intense. I felt like there was more than one thing in my room with me. There were eyes all over. And I get that – it might have all been in my head. But the important thing is – it FELT real to me.
So, I went online and searched for some angel blessings.
I repeated things like:
“I ask the angels to protect me and bring light into this room. Bring light into my home, my heart, body and mind. I ask my angels and spirit guides to banish all negativity energies and entities from my life. I welcome only light and love,” I said.
I repeated this over and over again for a few minutes.
Finally, the room “lightened” and I felt that whatever it was – had left.
This doesn’t happen every night. It’s only once in a while. Usually asking whatever it is to leave and let me sleep, is enough to chase “them” away.
Horror movies and manifestations
Some people are arguing over on TikTok about how watching horror movies can bring negative energies into your life. That’s what I call them. Energies. Because I don’t know what “they” are. There are lots of theories out there on what these beings are.
Some believe they are aliens. Some will claim that all of these beings are demonic – like Ed Warren did – I don’t think that’s the case. But the more that is being revealed to us about UFOs, and military experiments – the more I’m leaning towards the fact that – what we think are mythical creatures – actually do exist to some extent. I have a feeling that some of them at least are very real.
And normally, I wouldn’t use this blog to share these experiences, but I feel compelled to. Like there’s a nagging voice in my head telling me I need to share my experiences. I get asked a lot on TikTok and sites like Reddit about what I’ve seen and experienced.
A sign from the spirit guides – or your higher self
Last night before all this unfolded, I asked my spirit guides for a message. I’ve been seeing pattern numbers again. Only it’s not 11:11 anymore. It’s 4:44 or 2:22. These are angel messages or spirit messages. When you keep seeing the same numbers without looking for them.
And when I finally got up at 5:30 am to make some coffee – I looked out the window. And BAM!
The biggest bolt of lightning hit across the street. I’ve never seen one so big before. The timing – it was like, look outside. And bam.
I sat down with my cup of coffee and watched the storm start. It’s now a gentle breeze with lightning in the distance. So dark for this time of day which is normally light.
And so, this is how my day has started. Thinking about light and darkness. Thinking about the power of mother nature. And wondering what other kinds of signs I’ve been sent – but have ignored. Thinking about what’s real versus what isn’t real. And wondering if maybe, some of these conspiracy theories are true. Could movies really be telling us the truth about what’s out there in the dark?
Because if that’s the case, it’s a damn scary thought.
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