Not a bad day so far today. I might go for a nap. But I’m trying to regulate my sleeping schedule. I was in bed by 1:30 and fell asleep quickly. No weird dreams that I can recall – so that’s a plus.
I woke up bright eyed at 8:30 but hit that snooze button. Finally crawled out of bed at 8:45 am. I was showered and dressed and ready to go out the door by 10:00 am. Let me just add, that in the last few months with dealing with the depression and being sick – that translates to being a GREAT day.
Yes, I’m openly discussing my depression now. It comes and goes. These days it’s more about figuring out money problems, and still waiting for medical appointments.
I’m still pining for that sugar daddy that doesn’t seem to exist. I still want that damn party on a yacht that I wrote about last year.
I’m trying to retain my sense of humour and managed to get a couple of laughs out of the medical students who witnessed my extremely personal vaginal ultrasound this morning. My doctor is worried about a cyst on the ovary. She’s also considered I may be heading into early menopause. Fun times.
I was lying on the table, with my butt placed firmly on some kind of pillow brick and my ass up in the air, while trying cover my lady bits up with the blankets and holding my gown together – and trying to appear “dignified”.
The tech didn’t even crack a smile when I said “I shaved my legs this morning just for you.”
And I have bad news for you. I caved in – I had a piece of bread. But that’s okay. I’ve done fairly well the past few days. I’m still allowed some bread. Just not every day. I need to go shopping soon. I’m out of kale. Chicken. And milk. The important things in life.
I’ve got ground beef defrosting in the fridge. So, tonight is either taco night or maybe some kind of meatloaf. I don’t know yet.
I’m feeling a little more optimistic about the future. I think I might even work out today.
Hope the sun is shining in your neck of the woods. Here’s a song to perk up your mood. This one is “Chasing Dreams”.
How is your Tuesday morning going?
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